Things are shaping up to be pretty awesome

I don’t know where I must start. It’s about my job. Crisis. I went to my office everyday, nothing to do!!! There’s no job I got. Usually I do, everyday was busy. Order for booking flight. But for now, nothing. Just 2 or 3 names :(

And it makes me dizzy. Finally my boss warned me to what-I-am-to-do-to-keep-this-company-going-up.

Stress!!!!

I just thinking about that ‘thing’. Because I realize that I didn’t feel what I feel since my junior high school. Never been happen to me again. The way you feel like have a heart attack, feeling nervous, dumb (haha I’m sure it just me), and until now I’ve my future is like.

The way he staring at me, like I’m beautiful girl on his eyes. His hands touch me, my hands, my face, my hair, my chin, and everything he touch just make me insane.

When we are together, holding hand and staring each other. No one words can spell out. We just silent. Talking heart to heart. Like we’re connected.

The way he makes me smile, laugh, comfortable, cooking me some delicious food, and caring much. I dream about it. Forever have.

When he speaks, his voice so sexy (lol). When he touch me, holding me everynight, hug me like a little kid by her father, so warm and safety. I imagine.

We always likes everything we are. We have crush everyday. We share anything until nothing we have.  We are like the moon and the sun. Helping each other when we getting down.

And I realize, that Allah SWT (my God) have other plans for me. He create someone for me. And I’m praying that he must what I’m dreaming :)

“I’ll always choose you.” Yes that was the word. “Every single lifetime, I’ll choose you. Just as you have always chosen me. Forever.”

It’s 00.39 AM in Indonesia, and I don’t know my eyes wide open haha… Anyway it’s my first period day in this month. Too late for me. And I still gaming, chat on skype, and tweeting. Hahaha too much activity in late night. I can’t sleep because my stomach.

I hate people who thinks that they know more what I am feeling or thinking. But the truth isn’t!! So, what should I do with this, a suck people??